When was the last time…

I MISS JUPITER’S CAFE OREO FRAPPE! THIS IS TOTALLY DISAPPOINTING!

…I drank Oreo Frappe?

…I had a nice chat with my girls?

…I watched a movie?

…I went to sing k?

…I went for sunbath?

…I went gym?

…I played sports?

…I cooked?

…I made breakfast for my family?

Oh my, I missed out my life. This is no good definitely. I need a change!

And anyway anyway, our vendor is out of Singapore and I can’t get her to re-sign our contract! THANKS AH. %$&@#^%!$#&!$#&%@!^$@&! Life still goes on.

Express Spring Cleaning!

Today CS interview role play was rather okay. But I should remind myself not to bang into the desk so loudly the next time when I went for my real job interview. Super awkward and embarrassing trust me, uhhh. And I found it a little funneh.

Went 1st Avenue to clear up the place at 2pm thanks to our luck. Helped Priscilla to move the props and materials for their photo-shoot. Yes, such a bo-liao thing seriously. My class always got to do those bo-liao and sai-gang thing every time. But still, today was great ♥.

Back home and I did express spring cleaning! Hehehe, yes express you got it. Fast and hassle-free! I don’t really care if my room is really spick and span at this moment, I just want to get it done and over. CAUSE I’M SO FREAKY LAZY THIS TIME TO DO SPRING CLEANING. And seriously I’m so glad my room is small .

Ms Kim called me in the late afternoon to say that our vendor CONTRACT HAS PROBLEM. ^!@*#%^$!&%! I THOUGHT I’M DONE WITH MB?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m learning not to blame on my luck anymore.

Words left unsaid.

Been staring on this monitor for more than 20 minutes. There are so much, so much so much thoughts and feelings in me which I would like to share only to realize there’s no words to describe them. I’m not pretending to be happy. I just want to live my every day with a much more positive attitude, rather than putting on a sulky face. It’s one of my ways to stay strong. It’s not easy but I just have to get going and trying. Cause I’m causing too much hurt, to the ones who love me most and, to myself. Seeing and knowing that I’m being cared and loved by my loved ones around me is my greatest motivation to, live on.

So yes I’m battling this out.

Mahogany.

Hello hello! I’m here for a little update before zooming off for my U-Art tutorial, hehe. Okay so life’s been pretty mundane these days. Have not been online for the past few days, and that explains my absence here and oh yes facebook too! Like I’m totally living in my own world for the time being, lost touch of everything else in the world wide web. Hmm.

So anyway anyway, my lousy-feeling January is gone so yay and February started off pretty good I guess. Went Far East after my CS lesson on Monday for hair cut but dang, ended up spending more on hair color. 01-02-2010, what a nice date to get my hair a new color… tsk! Successfully shocked the rest who came for Tuesday MB Lecture, hahaha. Yea la, my hair is really ‘ang moh’ now. I think it’s kind of therepeutic to spend on yourself when you’re feeling your worst or something, at least it works for me.

Say I’m superstitious yes or no, but I really hope all my bad luck has been cut away! YES SHOO SHOOO!

Chinese New Year is only a weeks’ away and I’ve YET do my spring cleaning and shop for my new year clothes! Argh not to forget my mystery shopping too! Pfft. Bought some new year goods with my mom yesterday and one little boy BUA ME WITH HIS SALIVA, thanks ah. Trust me, KIDS ARE LITTLE DEVILS for your information, KIDS ARE EVERYWHERE HERE AT BUANGKOK. Argh!

Anyway, this CNY is going to be a love/hate thing. Love it because I get to dress up nicely and go around eating my favorite snacks and getting ang pao and welcoming a brand new year again ON a valentine’s day. Okay which means at least I’m with my family on the Valentine’s Day, not so pathetic luh huh compared to past years.

But hate it because STUDY WEEK FALLS ON THE SAME WEEK AS CNY. How great. Study for end-sem tests while celebrating CNY. Where’s the mood?!!!!!

God, I realized I’m late for U-Art tutorial now! Bye-bye!

Oh, sick.

Weekend was screwed. No shopping.  Had really bad sore throat that I can’t even talk.   Running nose + Fever + Weary heart. Perhaps I’ve been trying too hard all these time, period.

… And I didn’t know my toilet paper smells so nice. HAHAHA.

爱，一直存在。

Last day of trading,  . Would definitely miss those random crap and fun I had with my class.

Dinner @ Tamp One with Jess, and waited half an hour to see Liang Wen Yin there! ^ ^ Happy & lucky day.

Simple night out! ♥

Okay, I’m seriously thinking to buy myself a new camera as soon as I get my ang bao money + mystery shopper pay + some part-time job pay in March (Yes, hopefully) !!! Look, super lousy quality photos >:( angry ah!

“Mr. Curry “

Celebrated her belated 19th @ Clarke Quay yesterday! A simple yet wonderful night spent by the river, LOR-MAN-TIC ley! Hahaha! I’m loving Clarke Quay and the night. Living in Buangkok is really cool, cause town pubs clubs fall on the same purple line here or near. But it’s just too bad I’m not a party animal so yea, I seriously think mom should be glad that I’m not one hur. Tsk.

Dinner @ Mr. Curry and I’m so loving their Chicken Pannabe! ^^Enjoyed such simple, quiet night out like this. She’s generally a happy person who carries a kind of happy aura with her around I guess. Always make me feel at ease & happy

@ Ice Monster.

“Eating mixed fruits ICE on a super warm day = shiokness!!! “

Went Bugis to pray this afternoon. Crowded and super warm! 求了一个签 and I don’t understand what my lot meant? But I believe the answer is somewhat telling me ’something’. Oh well.

Tomorrow’s her birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

If you understand.

2R05 yo!

Here are some of the late visuals on our RVM set up for the TP Open House, which was on the week of 04 January. Great working with R05 peeps on these but still, if I were given a choice, I would rather choose to work on 1st Avenue’s window display, hurhur! They were up for only a pathetic week – spent 3 days to get it done up and less than half an hour to get them all down. Pfft. But anyway anyway, had my little dose of fun during set up so yeah, it was good.

So reluctantly, it’s Monday again. Dread the start of this week super super much. Cause I’ve got my Visual Journal to hand in by this Thursday (& I started on NOTHING! BLESS ME!), CS Reflect Journal & Peer Assessment on Friday, got to follow up with MB report & RP presentation on Friday, follow up on RVM report, got to prepare Aiting’s coming birthday present, AND YES MY CS ROLE PLAY ASSESSMENT TODAY!

Shall put aside all negative feelings I had in me for the past two to three days, and heads up! No use feeling lousy and sucky when I don’t even put in effort to improve things on my own, right? So for now, I just wanna focus on to get things done on time.

And, I need the determination to make each day a good day.